Monday, August 22, 2005

Black Sabbath

You wouldn't believe what an adventure this was last Saturday. I took a train to the show and have now successfully attended the last 5 ozzfests. Every year is great although this one had a little glitch. A dimented fan was throwing eggs and spitting at Iron Maiden and a few times the PA system went down I suspect a fan. Then Sharon Osbourne went on to call Bruce Dickensen a prick. The thing is Sabbath caught the disgruntled crowd.
This is a picture of Ozzy without his shirt from approximately the 50 yard line or so. It's a bit blurry but hell you get the picture I think this was during Ironman. I could listen to Ozzy's music for hours and hours and I've known him to play for hours and hours

Here I am at Ozzy's Star on the Walk of Fame the day after. I had to spend the night at UC San Bernardino.

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

Mom is okay and expected to make a full recovery


Yes this is great news. I took a plane flight to see her in the hospital and my brother took me to her. When I got there I noticed she was intubated and very weak. It tore my soul out. I took her hand and sat with her during visiting hours. I went back the next day and sat for more hours with her and even sang Michael Jackson songs to her. This is when I first noticed her smile and her fight. I felt an overwhelming sense of relief knowing that my momma was coming back to me and all would be okay. I thank all of you for your prayers and I know that momma is going to be on all cylinders soon. The weather in the state she is in is hot. I wouldn't want to live there. I wish I could have my cake and eat it too when it comes to being with my mom and having the stability of Los Angeles.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Mom I'll Love You Forever

Mommy you and I have that bond that is beyond words. I truely am in awe of your beautiful love. I wish I could have been there more for you for these last few years. It pains me that this is the only photo I have of you and I and I will let you know that my heart has never felt heavier than tonight. Please come back to me momma. I need you.

Place My Mom In Your Prayers


Today I was hit with very sad news. My brother sent me a message that my mom is in the hospital. I further learned she had an aneurysm in the brain this morning at about two in the morning. Tomorrow morning she will be under the knife for a 6 hour operation. I am gripped tightly with this news. I love my mother with all my heart. She has always had it rough and even with the toughest of times she wears a smile. I know that there is a place in heaven for my mommy and I am praying with all my might that she stays with me here on earth for many years. I'm so sad tonight and am not sure if I can make it to Phoenix to get to her this weekend. I cried genuine tears for the first time since I can remember. I hate that I haven't been in touch with her as much as I should have. This is the most special lady of my life and I am truely deeply saddened tonight. I want this hurt to go away. They say that a top neurosurgeon is on the case and I want God to be guiding his hand for me tomorrow to bring my mommy back to me. She often complained of Migraine headaches and I really didn't know what to do to ease her pain. She brought me coffee, she brought me comfort but most of all she brought me love. Living without her will be difficult so I really need God Almighty to answer me tonight!!!

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Scary Week

I just got word that my pay is going down by 50 cents per hour with my fundraising job. I have bills up to my eyeballs right now but looking at the overall picture I should be able to land on my feet. I have been steadily employed for years and am making genuine progress when it comes to cleaning up my free spending past. My main goal at this point is to make it in one piece to the Ozzfest with close up seats. I have went to the last 4 Ozzfest's and I am so stoked that Iron Maiden is in the bill this year. I gotta say I've somewhere along the line sold my soul for rock and roll and I could really use a rocker chick to make it all worthwhile.

Monday, August 01, 2005


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Master of Puppets

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End of passion play, crumbling away I'm your source of self-destruction Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear Leading on your deaths' construction Taste me you will see More is all you need You're dedicated to How I'm killing you Come crawling faster Obey your master Your life burns faster Obey your master Master Master of puppets I'm pulling your strings Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you can't see a thing Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Needlework the way, never you betray Life of death becoming clearer Pain monopoly, ritual misery Chop your breakfast on a mirror Taste me you will see More is all you need You're dedicated to How I'm killing you Come crawling faster Obey your master Your life burns faster Obey your master Master Master of puppets I'm pulling your strings Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you can't see a thing Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Master, master, where's the dreams that I've been after? Master, master, you promised only lies Laughter, laughter, all I hear or see is laughter Laughter, laughter, laughing at my cries Hell is worth all that, natural habitat Just a rhyme without a reason Neverending maze, drift on numbered days Now your life is out of season I will occupy I will help you die I will run through you Now I rule you too Come crawling faster Obey your master Your life burns faster Obey your master Master Master of puppets I'm pulling your strings Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you can't see a thing Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master

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Motley Crue Week

I went to see Motley Crue there on Tuesday and it was quite the fun adventure. I took the train there and bought the coolest t shirt. I hope that I get to see them again soon. Motley Crue is awesome live and I suggest everyone makes it to the show if given the opportunity. I also saw the Movie Stealth this weekend and I actually liked the action. This week I am playing by ear if I am going to get to keep my awesome apartment or have to move. I got a bit of a hurdle to overcome. Will keep you apprised.